Sunday, December 24, 2006

Just Go Away

Does anyone know what "peopled out" means?

Because I think I just figured it out. I live in a 350 square foot studio with two other people. A friend of one of them has been staying with us the past couple nights, which is cool, because he's a great guy, but sucks because there's no room. Last night we had nine people in here at one time. Half were standing for most of the party. The bathroom is the only place here that is closed off and usually empty. I'm so tired because I couldn't sleep last night and it looks like that's going to happen again tonight. All I wanted to do was go to Robb's and sleep. That's it. Even if he stayed up and worked or watched a movie. I just want to be in the same room with him. We had seven people in our apartment tonight. I started feeling really irritated (what's new, right?), then I felt like it was hard to breath which didn't help my bitchiness and I had to seriously fight the urge to tell these people to fuck off. Just get out and don't come back for awhile. Claustrophobia has never been a problem for me which is why it's so weird.

Anyway I'm sorry I've been such a bitch. I just really need some space. Space that we really don't have.

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